The organised chaos

On my side

It’s funny how everytime I am down, Corrinne May is the one who has a song that aptly sums up how I feel.

It’s been 10 years since I started listening to her music and her voice has never failed to soothe me. Has the time really flown by so quickly?

Something happened over the weekend that made me come to a realization. It’s personal so I don’t want to share it here. But the sadness that overcame me took me by surprise, I never knew I had felt so strongly until it happened.

I went to work on Monday feeling as if someone had sucker-punched me in the gut. It didn’t help that this is a very intense week in school. Plus, Mr A seems to have hit a sleep regression of sorts and has been extremely needy and fussy at night. I feel as if I am barely holding it together.

And as I sat at my desk dwelling on the blueness that was threatening to engulf my day, this song played on the radio and something just clicked in my mind. What a perfect song for my mood.

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